Me? Who?

Sometimes, I wonder...

Well actually, I wonder quite often,

If I am being a good enough a friend to all of you.

Is my company a presence that increases the quality of time you spend in the vicinity of others?

Is my presence an entity that brings happiness and joy to your life?
Is my presence an entity that brings satisfaction for your time?

Do I try my best to be there when you need me?

Do I try my best to help you when you need it?
Do I provide enough opinions to enrich your life?

Do I provide enough qualities to simplify your troubles?

Do I play a role of "good company" well enough?
Do I play a role of "supporter" strong enough?
Do I play a role of "guardian angel" honestly enough?
Do I play the part of "role model" in your life?
Do I even play a role in your matrix of life?

Am I a friend that you believe you can depend on for help?
Am I a friend that you believe you can depend for support?

Am I a friend that you believe you can seek for company?

Am I a friend that you believe you can find in times of hardship?
Am I a friend that you can believe?
Am I a friend in your social circle?
Am I a friend to you?

The insecurity is sort of killing me.
But I guess I have died a couple of times already.

But in the end, I should not trouble those around me with the doubts that I have with myself.

Because this is about me and myself, not the fault or reason of anyone else.

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