Sunshine Comes.

Since I saw you, you made an impact on me.

The person that I saw was a person beyond the physical self. I saw the caring soul that accompanied the body, brightening up the days of everyone around you. You were the star of the group, the sunshine of the day. And that was not a normal sight I have to say.

You have been in the deepest troughs of my mind for such a long time. Not that I didn't notice, but I tried keeping it to myself for such a long time.

Somehow everything I do reminds me of you. Someone just told me recently that it is the testament that I can feel true feelings and that it proves that I am truly alive and well. But for how much longer I can stay well alive is to be questioned.

I fear that my attention and concentration will be disturbed in everything that I commit myself to in the near future. And that thought is slightly alarming. Because not only is my future now in question, but also the sheer fabric of my sanity and logic.

So yes, I like you. I need you. And I want you.

But I can't.

Because this is only my half of the story.

Your life is what you choose of it, and I have no say of what you want, need, and should do. So whether you like me or not is up to you. And whether you end up being with me or otherwise is completely out of my control.

The best I can do is to be the best person I can be, and hope for the best.

True love cannot be rushed. And true love cannot be forced. For true love comes naturally.

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