Remember this?

I know that sometimes I need to solve my own problems, myself.

I have abstained from releasing this inner feeling of mine for such a long time. To be honest, I don't think I actually remember the moment when this happened.

Basically, I think that I am totally infatuated and smitten by a particular person. Head over heels. Almost every moment of the day, this person has been lingering in the deepest caverns of my head and mind.

At first the thoughts were subliminal, like little wisps of pleasant breeze on a hot day. Later it became the sunshine of my days.

Not that any of this was the fault of the person. She did not do anything out of the ordinary. She was just who she was. The thing was that this lonely heart just seemed to be attracted beyond reason towards this person. How? I don't know. Guess falling in love really does take an unplanned dive.

I have tried thinking about other things, focusing on other people, objects, games, even submerging myself with work. But the thought never left the mind. It manifested. It took control.

Now I am unsure of what I should do now. Seriously. A feeling this deep has never existed. Even my previous one never invoked this much stress, this much thought. I am honestly clueless of my next move.

But things happen. And I feel that the best way forward is to move forward. I tell myself that actions must be taken, but I am scared. Insecure. Fearful.

Fearful that I might hurt this individual.
Scared that I might burden this innocent soul.
Afraid that I might not perform the best that a person should perform.
Unsure that I should do this.
Not confident that this is the right way of doing things.
Afraid that my actions might hurt not only her, but also some friends of hers, if any.

But I guess not trying is not right either. Right?

What should I Do??? @.@ T.T