It ceases to surprise me how fast time seems to fly when you are preoccupied with something in your life.
Although minutes may drag on like years and hours feel like days, week after week passes without much of a song and a tune.
As such my miserable life goes on as usual.
Probably nothing shall change in the coming month. But then again, nothing ever is the same and shall remain that way.
It's about time I created another savegame file.
Just in case, you know... if something might happen.
A blog probably doesn't suffice if I were to save my entire life experience. For that I would need a tangible entity.
Probably a person or two. I already have one I can trust my life on. The secondary one is developing nicely I must say...
Reflecting on the previous sentence, I am starting to talk about my friends like my minions or some sort... not a good thing... =P
Anyways, having people you can trust has never been more important for me.
Untrustworthy people have been a few too many in my life.
Not to say that the rest of you are untrustworthy.
It's just that I might trust you 100% to do work or important stuff, but I wouldn't hang my whole life on the tip of your fingers yet.
And so far I have only found two concrete and three semi-concrete friends that will last till the world ends.
To be in this "elite" list takes a lot. And so I really have to congratulate and thank these 5 special people for being such angels for this demonic soul.
If you do read this, and wonder if you are on the list, here are some obscure hints to identify yourselves.
Concrete number #1 has a deal with me that expires in 21 years. And for that matter, I agree fully with the deal. However, terms and conditions may apply.
Concrete number #2 has a mandatory summoning for both this year and next year, as I owe him a spot on the wall.
Semi-Concrete #1 could use a chauffeur. If only my life was as fine as yours.
Semi-Concrete #2 knows more about me than I know about him. But I trust you nonetheless, as you have proven loyal to me. Peanut.
Semi-Concrete #3 has plans to move out to a bigger place. Probably knows I might want to too.
In the next week or so, a promotion for one of the 3 might be due. Just wait and see how things develop.
On a lighter note, I still haven't found my alcohol limit. As I am still sober after 660ml of 5% alcohol.
On a darker tone, seeing you with another person still stings a few heartstrings. Seeing so many people not alone hurts more though...
Which also can mean that my condition is getting better, as you aren't the biggest pain in my heart.
But still, how much longer can I withstand the pain?
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