You know, there are times when I have to admit that my ideas are worth shit. And nothing could be more shit than the project that I am undertaking at the moment...
Not only is the idea half-baked, but the design is also not well thought of. It's basically a compilation of a few far-fetched ideas and designs that are hoped to marginally work together.
Even I don't have an inch faith in my design. I just hoped that miracles may happen along the way that might provide answers.
New lesson: Never hope and expect miracles to happen.
New lesson: Never hope and expect miracles to happen.
It's depressing to know that in the start you may be totally enthusiastic about your work, but that energy never seems to last till the very end in any of my proceedings.
Maybe it's my talent of proving people wrong. If you put me down, I will try with all my heart and soul to prove to you that I can do it, and it works and I succeed most of the time.
But the opposite happens when you expect me to succeed. I fail instead. Dang.
But the opposite happens when you expect me to succeed. I fail instead. Dang.
What really surprises and annoys me though is that even in such bleak times, there are people willing to push on towards a blind target for no apparent reason. What drives them baffles me entirely.
It's totally mad when you think of it. You know that it cannot work, You know that it will not fit. But you still want to add on maddening ideas onto the failed foundation of an idea to make a more delusional compilation of ideas.
It's totally mad when you think of it. You know that it cannot work, You know that it will not fit. But you still want to add on maddening ideas onto the failed foundation of an idea to make a more delusional compilation of ideas.
God knows what runs in their heads.
But I shall salute you for your sheer determination. Pure Blind Determination.
Some people just don't know how to give up.
I used to have that talent. And I so wish I have it now.
But I know I suck. As a leader. As a designer. As a motivator. As a role model.
I am not meeting people's expectations. I am not meeting MY OWN expectations.
I am not meeting people's expectations. I am not meeting MY OWN expectations.
I just wonder how long I can still survive in this course.
Too bad.
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