White flag.

I surrender.

My body has submitted to the strains and fatigue of education.

Two weeks ago, my mental health has degraded from normal to a floating state between migraine and acute headaches. It started with the apex of pain occurring according to the solar patterns of the day. Its later developments saw it being prolonged to a point probably four days ago where it lasted throughout the day. Medication has not helped me an inch and neither has rest. Although I have to admit, I have not been sleeping well, being worried with assignments and with my in-built insomnia disorder.
Monday saw my neurotism hitting an all time low. Hallucinations occurred and paranoia caused me to do a double-take on whatever I did.
Now, I no longer can hold my technical pens properly. My muscles ache all over and my bones are in pain.
I also think that my vision is blurring in dimly lit regions. Observational skills have deteriorated and basic arithmetical abilities are close to nil.
Now, my nose bleeds, my throat is inflamed and loaded with phlegm. I have a headache, and cannot think straight. I am also immensely fatigued.

I don't think I can attend classes normally anymore. Neither can I wake up whenever I want to. At least for this week.
I should let my body decide then. For I need it to be at the best state of health to resume battle with architecture.

All I see in my near future is nothing but the point blank stare of suffering and bleakness.

A very large apology to all my friends and family. And to my lecturers, peers and associates.

Signing out,
LEONG YAU SOON.

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