Always take every opportunity you got to tell all the people you love that you love them; because you will never know when it's too late till it passes you.
On the day before, my life was turned on its heels and head. A passing of a great individual and a very lovable person shall be remembered. On the 14th of April 2012, I was informed that the dearest Wernyen left the mortal realm for a hopefully better place.
Time shall have it's way again. It reminds us mortals that life is incessantly full of surprises and upheavals. We can never control everything. And sometimes anything at all. Such is the way of life.
Dear wern yen, I hope you can read this.
I am using this keyboard because my mind is currently incapable of sentencing out my feelings and thoughts properly. I hope I can get a message out to you somehow. But I am sure any attempts shall be futile.
I regret as much as I can possibly regret.
Of the opportunities and chances to spend time with you and your presence. Of the times we chatted till the wee hours of the morning. Of the unending conversations that I killed due to fatigue and ignorance. Of the times we could have spent but decided not to due to improper decision making.
But regretting now is useless. Because what has done has passed, and what has passed is done for.
Thank you for being such an important part of my life.
Thank you for helping me during the hardest part of my days and the darkest times of my life.
Thank you for being there when others did not try.
Thank you for the heart that you mended, that the tears that you stemmed and the sunshine that you brought. For the new horizon that you showed. For the perspective that you exposed.
Thank you for the motivation. The spirit of strength that you displayed and the resilience that you exemplified.
My life is forever changed because of you. And nothing shall change that for whatever that may come.
My photography is partly inspired by you. And so is my style of writing. You taught me to write from my heart. And this is my heart to you.
Loving you might be the best thing that I could have done. But never could it be enough nor whatever you would deserve. You were my friend, my sister, my dearest, my partner. My counselor, my motivator, my guru and my teacher. You were my sunshine. You were the reason I stopped emo-ing. And yet you'll be the one that re-started the culture.
But I promise that I shall be strong. As you said, there is no reason to stay sad. Being sad does relieve all the stresses and tension in the heart. But staying in that state neither helps nor heals.
We need to move on. Learn. Change. Adapt. Understand. Accept. Continue.
In a few hours I shall go and visit you for the last time probably. I shall miss you dearly. You left so soon...
Thank you dear for being the person that I needed so much. Sorry for not being the person you needed back in return. I just hope that wherever you are, may it be better for you than where you were before.
I miss you already.
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